This really is love

I don’t think I could ever describe how i feel about him. Like i have tried to describe it in words but i just can not do so. The way i feel about him is just unspeakable, How he makes me feel, they way he looks at me, how he makes me laugh. To all of the above.

He is the first guy to ever make me feel so special in the way that I’m excited to hear his car coming up my road.

At the same time, i feel so sad to see him leave. Like my heart aches knowing i have to wait a while until i can feel the save and warmth in his arms as we sleep beside each other.

His hugs are more than enough to make you feel loved. He makes me feel like i’m the only girl in the world sometimes.

The way he looks at me just makes me smile like an idiot, it’s even better when i look at him and hes already looking at me.

His eyes are one of the reasons i fell in love with him, they are so dreamy yet irresistible.

His lips as soft as can be, every time we kiss it’s like the first time, there’s that feeling there like we are meant to be.

I’m glad i met him because  if i didn’t then i don’t think i would be as happy as i am when he’s around.

I love him more than words or actions can say or do.




I think of you as family. But what am I to you?

Ever sit and wonder if you’re ever good enough?

Someone makes me think it everyday, how I’m not good enough to be apart of them. This is someone who’s suppose to be a big part of my life but isn’t. Someone who’s suppose to be by my side on a day to day basis. Unfortunately this person isn’t for many reason which i can’t even explain to why this person doesn’t bother with me at all. I make all the effort, all the texts, calls and meet ups. Yet I’m still sat here thinking why am i not good enough to be part of their life, I’m forever being let down.

Will i ever be good enough? I’ll never know, because everyday I’ll forever keep trying to be part of your life whether you like it or not, I think of you as family.

So to whoever reads this, you are always good enough even if someone important to you doesn’t think so.

You will always be good enough to someone.