Just think

Ever looked at someone and thought so much about them?

The way they look at you. The way they smile. The way they have their hair. How they move, walk, talk. Everything you see matters because you may see that person on a daily basis but you have no idea what else is going on around the walls they guard themselves with.

People are afraid of what others thing everyday which is why so many people have built walls to protect themselves so people don’t know what they go through or are going through. Many people are going through something so hard to explain to someone who has everyday right in front of them.

To the people who have a good life and aren’t going through tremendous amounts of life problems causing them to hurt, to be angry at the world for everything they are going through, think about what you say. Some days when you are flaunting your life about how good it is, how you get what you want without working for it. Try thinking about how other people who are going through a tough time have to work their arse’s off just to get a piece of what they want, because they aren’t as fortunate as you and don’t have it all. They are struggling on a daily basis without saying a word to anyone.

Just think about what you say before you know what goes on behind closed doors.

Broken hearted girl

Recent events have left me feeling broken and empty.

I lost someone I never thought I would and it kills me inside

The thought of him with someone else makes me want to scream

The feeling like he gave up on me with everything I’m going through

I wish I could turn back time and make it so he didn’t leave me

Make it so I don’t feel so broken hearted.

I’m forever being the broken hearted girl.

 

 

The feeling

It will never go away,

That feeling of wanting to run,

That feeling of heartache,

That feeling of being worthless,

Because little does everyone know,

I’m breaking inside,

The feeling that I’m worthless,

The heartache,

Wanting to run,

I’ve tried,

I’m trying to pick myself up piece by piece.

Underneath it all, I still have that hole inside,

I just need a little more time.

 

 

Nightmare into hell

Have you ever had a nightmare that felt so real yet you know it isn’t?

This nightmare I keep having, it some times wakes me for what sleep I actually get. How it makes me feel so scared yet i know its not true. In my head it feels so real though as if I’ve lived through it. I know its based on something i went through when i was little but it’s in like a different way, the nightmare makes it worse, like by a lot. It feels like hell…

I can’t get my head round why i keep having it! Like why is it constantly in my head?

Why after all these years do i keep having it?

There are so many questions yet the only one that can answer them are myself…

Yet i have no clue as to how i can answer my own questions when the nightmare keeps stopping at one place, every time i have it.

It doesn’t go any further that that.

Maybe one day i’ll share it with you…

When i figure out the ending of the nightmare

 

 

 

Trapped

He ran, and ran.

Approaching the house.

He stopped, stood still.

The front door opened.

Walked in, fear in his eyes.

Panic on his face.

Doors everywhere.

Eyes peering from side to side.

From door to door.

None would open.

Except one, at the end.

He pushed it with force.

A dark gloomy room.

A chair with a spot light.

He crept in.

The cold breeze touched his skin.

He shivered. Lips trembling. Hands shaking.

BANG! The door closed.

Locked shut.

The light goes out.

He’s trapped.

Forever.