Do I protect my heart from being crushed more times than I can handle and let go?
Or do I continue being treated like I’m not even part of your life?
Either way it’s going to break my heart, but if I let go then maybe I won’t keep getting my hopes up.
Maybe I will realise I’m worth more than how you treat me
This whole year I’ve seen you 3 times.
When will you start acting like … or maybe I’m just dreaming of that happening.
Letting go of being part of your life would start so much grief and trouble that I’ve been doubting it for months. But each time you let me down it gives me more and more reasons to let go…
Each time you give me a reason to believe you don’t deserve me
You don’t deserve me constantly trying to be a apart of your life
You don’t deserve me at all
Hell did you even want me?
Maybe you’ll realise what you’ve done. What you’ve lost. Who you’ve lost.