A dream come true

I smell the pillow that he sleeps with,

when he’s gone as his scent stays on the pillow next to me.

The vision of him,

curling up wrapping his arms around me.

The way his face smiles,

in his sleep.

Sleeping next to him is like,

a dream.

 

 

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Crystal Clear

The way I feel about him is crystal clear. 

Truthfully, I could talk about him all day and all night. I would still have a million more things to say about him. Sometimes words can become meaningless so these few words are, he is the most amazing person

I have ever met, I can not imagine my life without him.

He is the first person to make me smile in a while.

And it’s actually real.

He is my first and last thought of ever day.

See the thing is I don’t sleep so I have conversations with the moon. He talks about the sun and I, well I talk about him.

The way his baby blue eyes c

onnect with mine. The way he moves the hair from my face with one hand as the other runs up and down my back. The way he smiles, like holy mother of god. Could he be anymore adorable.

The love I feel for him is indescribable.

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Starting my dream

Things are looking up..

With starting my third year at college doing the best thing i know how to do. Production arts isn’t just about learning what is back stage and how they do it. It’s so much more than that..

You aren’t just friends in class, you form this big family who side by side compose this amazing staging, sound, lighting and audiovisual for all the performers for their show. It’s like watching it all come together piece by piece.

It’s amazing to see how much you can accomplish in a short period of time. And how many people are there with you doing what you love even if it’s in a different area of the Production Arts team

Here’s to many more show times of laughter and productivity

You broke my heart..

The thought of letting go of all the hurt that I feel, how i’m breaking inside because of you! The thought of losing you, never seeing you again or even speaking to you.

Why should i feel like this after everything that you’ve put me through?

Because i actually care about you, because you once were everything to me and now..

Now it feels you’re turning into a small space at the back of my head, all our memories. pushing them to the back of my mind so i can move on except i don’t want to move on because of who you are..

Except to everyone you’re the innocent victim and i’m the bad guy, the one not there, distancing myself away for “no apparent reason” yet i don’t seem to recall you being there when i need you the most.

You ran away, you left, you broke my heart.. a long time ago..

Just think

Ever looked at someone and thought so much about them?

The way they look at you. The way they smile. The way they have their hair. How they move, walk, talk. Everything you see matters because you may see that person on a daily basis but you have no idea what else is going on around the walls they guard themselves with.

People are afraid of what others thing everyday which is why so many people have built walls to protect themselves so people don’t know what they go through or are going through. Many people are going through something so hard to explain to someone who has everyday right in front of them.

To the people who have a good life and aren’t going through tremendous amounts of life problems causing them to hurt, to be angry at the world for everything they are going through, think about what you say. Some days when you are flaunting your life about how good it is, how you get what you want without working for it. Try thinking about how other people who are going through a tough time have to work their arse’s off just to get a piece of what they want, because they aren’t as fortunate as you and don’t have it all. They are struggling on a daily basis without saying a word to anyone.

Just think about what you say before you know what goes on behind closed doors.

This really is love

I don’t think I could ever describe how i feel about him. Like i have tried to describe it in words but i just can not do so. The way i feel about him is just unspeakable, How he makes me feel, they way he looks at me, how he makes me laugh. To all of the above.

He is the first guy to ever make me feel so special in the way that I’m excited to hear his car coming up my road.

At the same time, i feel so sad to see him leave. Like my heart aches knowing i have to wait a while until i can feel the save and warmth in his arms as we sleep beside each other.

His hugs are more than enough to make you feel loved. He makes me feel like i’m the only girl in the world sometimes.

The way he looks at me just makes me smile like an idiot, it’s even better when i look at him and hes already looking at me.

His eyes are one of the reasons i fell in love with him, they are so dreamy yet irresistible.

His lips as soft as can be, every time we kiss it’s like the first time, there’s that feeling there like we are meant to be.

I’m glad i met him because  if i didn’t then i don’t think i would be as happy as i am when he’s around.

I love him more than words or actions can say or do.