Everyday I constantly think of him and the things that happened. He never leaves my mind and not in a good way.
I can’t get over it, over us, over him!
Will anyone ever compare to him?
Am I afraid to feel for someone else?
Am I afraid they won’t ever compare to him?
Am I ever going to move on?
I’m afraid that I won’t move on from him, from what we were, from who he is to me. He is everything compared everyone else I’ve been with.
He was my first ever love in more ways than one.
I’m afraid to love again because of what he put me through, I’m afraid to love because he ripped my heart out of my chest and tore it to piece. He made me feel like I wasn’t good enough.
I’m not good enough…
I was never be good enough…
I will never be good enough!